What do I tell Karen? We're bound to have this conversation at some point. Do I confess and see what she says? Do I lie? Shit. I don't know. I'm a bit calmer now, don't feel so sick but how am I supposed to act toward Janine? How can I look her in the face? I need Karen. I want to confess to her, to hear her tell me it was okay, that it was just a game and no one will ever know, that I wasn't to know who it was. I shouldn't have played it, I should have realised there was a risk I might end up in a closet with my own sister. I just didn't think at the time.
